I wanna be something I'm not I wanna pretend I forgot how to be good to you But I was there the whole time I didn't even lose my mind I miss you so fucking much But there's nothing to be done I miss you so fucking much There's nothing I could ever say I didn't deserve you All I ever did was hurt you But I still miss you I still feel so fucked up I still I still miss you I still I, I still feel so fucked up And things are better now But I still feel like I am lost somehow And we can never speak again But I know there is nothing to be said I've hurt you quite enough And out of all my old regrets The one that hurts the most Is what I said to you When you were drowning Because of me It wasn't your fault It wasn't your fault It wasn't your fault