My body's made of spaces that I can't fill with memories
The rotting sectioned off and quarantined from what I need to be
I'm moving faster now than I can ever recall and I can barely see
I need to get away, I need to get away, as long as you can remember me
I've become
Something that you resent but you don't know it yet
I am a creature made of bile and regret
I am a dying wish, I am a bleeding fist
I am my own bad dreams that you put in my head
I've become what you resent, but you don't know what it is
I am a creature made of everything you did
I am a self-made half-alive specter
Of the spark of life you tried to kill but couldn't
My thoughts are made of spaces that I can't fill with who I am
The deafening and repetitive
Interruptions of those years keep coming back
The only thing I can use is my
Momentum to break through to what I need
Forget the present, let dissociation save me from this dead reality
I'm made of
What you never told me was wrong so I never believed
That there was anything genuinely wrong with me
I cannot tell you my name, I cannot show you my face
I wanna burn the memory of me right out of your brain
I don't know what I am
I always wondered what I'd feel in the end
I can still become what I fear the most
Stuck in what I couldn't become, trapped by what I know
You make me feel like there's no hope
When I'm around you I am all alone
And nothing will ever change
If I don't run away
I've become what you resent but you don't know it yet
I am a creature made of bile and regret
I am a dying wish, I am a bleeding fist
I am my own bad dreams that you put in my head
I've become what you resent but you don't know what it is
I am a creature made of everything you did
I am a self-made half-alive specter
Of the spark of life you tried to kill but couldn't
I'm alive in your world
I'm a broken little girl
I am everything I need
Stay away from me
I'm alive in your world
I'm a broken little girl
I am everything I need
Stay away from me