I was scattered and broken But you saw the rest of me You heard what I had to leave unspoken You understood what I had to be Can I ever be whole again Or is this it? Crying in your arms again And hating it I'm carving at my soul To make it fit Cut my skin away So I can live I feel like something that should not be alive A puncture wound in the goodness of your life I know my gentleness is rotten inside When you say that you love me It makes me want to cry Can I ever be whole again Or is this it? Crying in your arms again And hating it I'm carving at my soul To make it fit Cut my skin away So I can live I'm holding on somehow I'm still alive for now I'm holding on somehow I'm still alive for now I'm holding on somehow I'm still ali-live for now I-I-I-I'm holding on somehow I'm still alive for now Can I ever be whole again Or is this it? Crying in your arms I must be faking it I'm carving at my soul To make it fit Cut my skin away So I can live It makes me terrified It makes me sick And when I'm in it I cannot resist I tried to die But I could not commit And it feels so much worse To see you hurting From what I did