I may be deaf, dumb, blind but I don't regret
My black clothes, black coffee, black silhouette
And I remember what the father told me to forget
Well now don't see me choke on bread and choke on cigarettes
And I feel,
Like you love me in the worst way
And I feel,
Like a sinner on a Sunday
But big deal,
I'll never find what I'm looking for in devils' eyes
Cause he's real,
This isn't heaven but it really feels like paradise
Never felt so cruel, but I'm cool with it
Your black soul, don't touch, I'm a silhouette
And I will say the things that mother never, never said
You wish of god, I wish of nicorette
And I feel,
Like you love me in the worst way
And I feel,
Like a sinner on a Sunday
But big deal,
I'll never find what I'm looking for in devils' eyes
Cause he's real,
This isn't heaven but it really feels like paradise
Don't you know, I'm not your friend I'm not your enemy
Well let's go, I'm as ready as I'll ever be
And Jesus Christ, I know you've sacrificed enough for me
I told you God, she told me keep it in the family
(It isn't heaven but it really feels like paradise)
I may be deaf, dumb, blind but I don't regret
(It isn't heaven but it really feels like paradise)
My black clothes, black coffee, black silhouette
(It isn't heaven but it really feels like paradise)
And I remember, what the father told me to forget
(It isn't heaven but it really feels like paradise)
Well now don't see me choke on bread and choke on cigarettes
(It isn't heaven but it really feels like paradise)
And I feel,
Like you love me in the worst way
And I feel,
Like a sinner on a Sunday
But big deal,
I'll never find what I'm looking for in devils' eyes
Cause he's real,
This isn't heaven but it really feels like paradise
And I feel,
Like you love me in the worst way (Like you love me in the worst way)
And I feel,
Like a sinner on a Sunday (On a Sunday)
But big deal,
I'll never find what I'm looking for in devils' eyes
Cause he's real, this isn't heaven but it really feels like paradise