Numb the pain, I've let my teeth decay I guess I'll wash my mouth out With some Tanqueray I look at postcards of memories I can't afford to make Silhouettes upon a lonesome bridge I open up the door, there's nothing in the fridge Besides a box of lies, in which I can't afford To fucking reminisce What is this faux emotion? Threw my phone out into the ocean Kept it folded, and sealed the garden Withered flowers locked inside my closet Dishonest Shed a tear and get me out of here I guess it's not as simple as it may appear I look at songs I wrote when I was too young to know fear Daydream of a point in time I've lost The miracle I wished for, never knew the cost I pour my faults over the lines I know I've crossed upon I guess it's faux emotion Threw my phone out into the ocean Kept it folded, and sealed the garden Withered flowers locked inside my closet Dishonest Faux emotion (faux emotion) Threw my phone out into the ocean (to the ocean) Kept it folded, and sealed the garden (sealed the garden) Withered flowers locked inside my closet (so dishonest) Dishonest I just wanna feel alive, no matter what it costs I just wanna live life, no matter how it breaks me down I just wanna feel alive, no matter what they say I just wanna live life, no matter how it breaks me down