I think I'm gonna cry
While I'm holding my breath
Hold it till my face
My face is turning red
I can't seem to forget
All the things that you said
I can't seem to forget
All the things that you said
Sounds like breaking glass
Feels like pulling teeth
Every time you try
To talk some sense in me
I'm a loser in a sweatsuit
I'm a baby with big mouth
Voices in my head
Say these pills will never help you
Think I lost my mind
And I'm never gonna find it
Got some things to say
And i know that you won't like them
I'm never gonna slow down
Never keep my mouth shut
I've run out of hope now
No one's gonna love me
I hate my stupid face
And I hate my stupid body
Clawing at the curtains
Can't help that I'm nervous
You hate what I do
But i swear it's not on purpose
Diving off the deep end
Never coming back now
I'm backed in a corner
Never gonna get out
It's so hard to change things
Every time that I'm like this
When I'm not okay
Every day is darkness
Think I need an angel
Maybe just a night light
All of these bad feelings
Have to end sometime
All the things that you said
Sounds like breaking glass
Feels like pulling teeth
Every time you try
To talk some sense in me
I'm a loser in a sweatsuit
I'm a baby with big mouth
Voices in my head
Say these pills will never help you
Think I lost my mind
And I'm never gonna find it
Got some things to say
And i know that you won't like them