I'm not getting excited 'Cause the thrill isn't mine to invite in Just the chill when I learn That it's finally my turn I have finally earned My place in the urn And I take a fall But I keep my hands soft I keep my body limp And I move with the wind I'll go where it bends And the goal or the expectation ♪ I'm not getting excited 'Cause the line on my phone's got me hiding When it flashes at night It's the bringer of signs I can it see through my eyelids I know that it's time And I hold it all But I keep my hands soft For the answer in asking My thoughts are a wreck And there's no point untangling The thought from the action I'm awake ♪ WhIy is it like the other side Where all my vital signs are fading away Violent dreams keep me awake I wear the same face in the morning A warning ♪ I'm not getting excited 'Cause my fight and my flight are divided And so I don't enthuse Keep my grip on joy loose And I wait for the news With my feet in my shoes And I lose it all With one foot out the door When I smile, I lie With my eye to the side So I agree with goodbye I agree with goodbye Yeah, goodbye But why is it like the other side Where all my vital signs are fading away Violent dreams keep me awake I wear the same face in the morning A warning A warning