Am I allowed to feel this low When I haven't seen the world implode But I still feel it all in my bones Everytime I accept defeat I'm just a small town girl tryna live out her fantasies Patience written on my face Still I'm struggling to keep up with the pace So why do I even try Should I just accept defeat But somehow I'm still kneeling into conceit Hold on to the reason that you stay We're still picking up from yesterday Hold on to the chase I'm runnin late Said I'll meet you at a different place Unshakable desires so innate So I made a list Of the things I grew to hate But will I ever learn Does it hurt to never change I've crossed out pages But I'm still afraid Hold on to the reason that you stay We're still picking up from yesterday Hold on to the chase I'm runnin late Said I'll meet you at a different place There's something about you I just can't understand Is it weird though I try to I could never forget Does it make it any easier for us to pretend Is it weird though I want to I could never Hold on to the reason that you stay There's something about you I just can't understand We're still picking up from yesterday Is it weird though I try to I could never forget Hold on to the chase I'm runnin late Does it make it any easier for us to pretend Said I'll meet you at a different place Is it weird though I want to I could never forget There's something about you I just can't understand Is it weird though I try to I could never forget Does it make it any easier for us to pretend Is it weird though I want to I could never forget