Been having you in my mind
But it doesn't really feel the same
Without you by my side
I just been through so much shit
One thing you don't know is the
Pain deep within
Deep in my mind
Knowing every second counts in life
It doesn't feel the same every night
It got me feeling lost each time
It be hitting hard deep in me twice
Cause it gets me every fucking time
Been stressing off of my mind
Figuring out what to even do
My past got me lost inside
You opened me up to a new life
And from then I loved you each time
All the good times
We had
Been missing you so bad
The love you gave was real
Then I had
Changed my life in a snap
It was unexpected in a way
I ain't even seen it coming
Never did I did
In this lonely way
Wish I'd tell you many things
Bout the ways that you changed me
And it was real crazy
Didn't see it coming
Hoping you the special one in my way
Through my bad days
In this whole thing
I just been in my thoughts
Since the day you was gone
I really miss you so much
But it's all good now
Gotta find my own way in this lonely rain
Feeling lost inside in this fuckin pain
Walking on these steps of misery
I started feeling hopeless through the way
And it wasn't okay
Gotta pick myself up
Through this day
To feel fine in every way
In this tough day
Many things in my head
Which I can't forget
All I see is you and me
Through the good times
Which you held me tight
Knowing everything is fine
Can't forget about your smile
Through my bad times