Cruelty of a loveless love I don't want happiness just a little less pain Most of the time I just wanna be alone Looking for the light but it's dark on the way The rivers running dry Through these waters of my soul I can't contain it all My mind is out of reach Had to die a few times Before I ever really lived Peace of my mind and heart When I accept what is Haven't satisfied my thirst From this well of my self Moving on this road My mind is trying to be still Everyone show love when you touching the stars When people say they know me I'm no longer free Nature has her seasons I fall in winter Being alone felt good but never felt right I'm so fixed in my ways Pessimistic bout the old days Gotta move fast on the raceway Deep in the borough, it's scarce Ain't nothing but broken hearts Only one of us took it to the stars Now I wanna go and take it that far The rivers running dry Through these waters of my soul I can't contain it all My mind is out of reach Had to die a few times Before I ever really lived Peace of my mind and heart When I accept what is Haven't satisfied my thirst From this well of my self Moving on this road My mind is trying to be still Everyone show love when you touching the stars When people say they know me I'm no longer free Nature has her seasons I fall in winter Being alone felt good but never felt right When I put my head to lay I think of sunny days Wonder if I'm okay I threw my heart away I Shut the world out I put the blinders on I do it all Alone Everyone show love when you touching the stars When people say they know me I'm no longer free Nature has her seasons I fall in winter Being alone felt good but never felt right