The first god brought me to my knees
I lost sight—that's why I'm where I am
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I want death—that's my intention here
'Cause I'm not a hundred percent
No one will miss me
Don't even fake those tears
Take all of my courage and blessings
Don't hate me
There's no other way
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In time, the father figure falls apart
Watching's the hardest thing, he knows
The hollow, crude-stitched sweater of his heart unraveled
Bridged what laid below him
Él no va a cruzarlo—ya no receptivo
Él es pesado, un mentiroso, él es dolor
Now he was ready to take that great journey!
But then his first god stepped into the ring
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Yeaaaaaah!
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My head was then filled with drumfire and thunder
All this for nothing!
I held strong and upright
But a bludgeon cracked me down!
No reasoning entered—unconscious
Curious, I heard roars of triumph
But who hears things when they've reached their end?
O' no creature serves his maker
And no maker dies by his creature's hands!
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With how many times the heavens denied
I'm wondering why I'm still alive
I should have died
They can't kill me!
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And then a crescendo of the soul bloomed out
And who was I—ignorant, dastard, and vain
To receive such splendor at the height of being vanquished?
Could you believe that I was filled with malice?
Could you believe that I was filled with rage?
Because just when I thought it was over
Here comes valor
Running out of the desert
Like a slobbering dog with a bone
Just as wild-eyed and crazed
As the mountain of a man that stood before me
A new height was reached that day!
And you best believe that I remembered
That a hero holds no judgement over his people
It's either let go, or you'll be let down
And I've always thought of myself more as a villain anyway
'Cause who else could make a god bow his filthy-fucking-head!?!
That of stone turned flesh
There was a mumble from a cold inside
An old, weathered body
It rumbled and sprung to life
An unhindered soul with awareness of a covered face
He'd been forgotten by the nature of my disgrace
But he did what he could do to stay alive
What more could he want?
I felt a motion inside
Then up in the clouds is where he would fly
Because I conquered the mountain
Now I was the mountain!
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Now, it was at this time that I wondered
If I was doing this for you or if for me
'Cause I could not hide from the hands of
A blurry crowd blowing kisses at my feet
Though I tried to deny and tried not to receive
Ya'll perched me even higher up
So high, I couldn't see
I wasn't looking anyway
No!
Who needs to see when you're cycling on repeat?
Stuck in a loop—not a human, but machine
I had it memorized—disappear and vacate
I'd claw my way out before it devoured me
Now I'm starting a new age—subjectively insane
O' god!
I watched my limits turn to dust before my feet!
So what's the point of looking back?
Here's to never looking back!
Bet I'm never looking back
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ANNOUNCER: "Outstanding!
Absolutely stunning!
Hahahaha"