You suggest that I write 'bout something else, put us to rest
I'm sorry to rehash it
But it's not for you, it's my story too
And it's not my fault my transparency looks like sin to you
I'll drop your shit off at 3 a.m. just because I can
Then gather all the art I made for you with my bare hands
Just can't believe you'd make these same mistakes again
You throw my love away like it's something you're resenting
You'll never feel this love again
No one better would stick you out like I did
No one will lay down by your bed
Yet you painted me the burden in the end
How was I the burden in the end?
I guess I'll say it once again that I'm sorry
'Cause you're losing something sacred, and you're making it a hobby
Do you not see all the pride you've built in spite of my name
Do your friends in the Bay know the mess you made?
You twist the narrative 'til it feels good for you
Then make sure that I'm left feeling silenced, used, and ran through
I never thought that you could ever disappoint me
But babe, you let me down and forgiveness is worth nothing
You'll never feel this love again
No one better would stick you out like I did
No one will lay down by your bed
Yet you painted me the burden in the end?
How was I the burden in the end?
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Do your new friends know you can't feel a thing?
Do they know how good you are at hiding?
Do you still have that box that I left on that night?
Are you sleeping around when we're in a new fight?
I'll hold all of our memories for the both of us
I know a burden isn't worth much
You'll never feel this love again
No one better would stick you out like I did
No one will lay down by your bed
Yet you painted me the burden in the end
How was I the burden in the end?