I got everything that I could want
But I still feel like I'm at the bottom
All these accomplishments I can flaunt
But at my core I still feel so rotten
I wanna wake up from this dream of mine
I wanna wake up from this pain of mine
I used to be able to find the light
In the darkest places, but, now it's hard to find
I can't find happiness in the simple things
I keep on chasing all of these diamond rings
I keep on saying all the same things
You only feel when you start trying
Why does it feel like
No one cares about my life?
No one wants to hear me cry
So I keep up all these lies
That's the reason that I'm shy
Can't open up, I gotta hide
Can't have enough, I gotta chase
That's why everything feels so fake
'Cause if you want anything, gotta pay
'Cause without it you will just be so naked
How could I be satisfied with just the basics?
I used to care about me before I made it
Now all I care about is what they think
Now all I care about, it makes me sink
So deep and dark, can't see a thing
I fell apart before I could even blink
Okay, oh, whoa, oh, whoa
Okay, oh, whoa, oh, whoa
Okay, oh, whoa
Okay, oh, whoa, oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
Ayy, what? Tell me, what is up?
I just wanna go and count my bucks
I count it up, I count it, count it
Ayy, what? Tell me, what is up?
I just wanna go and count my bucks
Do it in a rush, I'll never give up
Ayy, what? Tell me, what is up?
I just wanna go and count my bucks
Yeah, I count it up, I count it, count it
Ayy, what? Tell me, what is up?
I just wanna count my bucks
I do it in a rush, I should never give up