I hate the way you're always doing well
You broke my heart and all the friends can tell
Don't touch me now, just leave me on the shelf
I'd rather Purgatorio than hell
I'm happy for a moment and then it falls apart
Rather just feel nothing than be here in your arms
Spirit getting weaker now I'm nearing the end
You were lying when you said you wanted to be friends
Who can I trust these days
I can tell your smile is so fake
If you want something from me, just say that
Don't pretend that we go way back
I'm not stupid, just tired
I wanna quit but it's so hard
I always crawl right back to music
I know someday I'm gonna lose it
There's no hope for me, it's all fruitless
Don't need you to tell me I'm useless
At the bottom, stuck in this tarpit
Pretty soon my blood will stop pumping
I don't really care what you say about me
Throw your poison in my vein or just leave
I can't help but laugh when you say sweet things
'Cause I know in just a year you'll hate me
I hate the way you're always doing well
You broke my heart and all the friends can tell
Don't touch me now, just leave me on the shelf
I'd rather Purgatorio than hell
I'm happy for a moment and then it falls apart
Rather just feel nothing than be here in your arms
Spirit getting weaker now I'm nearing the end
You were lying when you said you wanted to be friends
I skrt around the circle 'til I fall apart
Take my arms, I mean harm
Fight the war hard enough, get discharged
Couldn't hold back, dropping my guard
Like was he really mean?
I put a face on every day, I know I'm never clean
Talking crazy, put a chip inside his artery
Don't go walkin' 'round in darkness 'til they notice me
I swear this shit been hard
I play my cards right and end up unmarked
I'm drifting apart right as I take up the charge
I don't know who you are
Losing sight of my arms