Yeah, I'm pulling all my hair out Open up my big mouth All my friends might hate me But I don't have time to think about it Got a lot of messed up Thoughts, I just repress 'em Then I get so stressed out Stressed out Yeah, I'm pulling all my hair out Open up my big mouth All my friends might hate me But I don't have time to think about it Got a lot of messed up Thoughts, I just repress 'em Then I get so stressed out Thinking about ever tryna live without the feeling that I get At the bottom of the pit 'Cause I'm losing every day but I think I'm gonna win Sitting down here on my own Why would anyone butt in? I'll just do it on my own 'cause he didnt really get it ♪ Coming off the plane Staying up for 14 days When it's over, I'll notice Every second is the same And I'm wringing both my hands And I'm wringing out my brain I got nothing else to plan But I got everything to gain S-so, I don't stop, I don't stop Anything could go wrong, I go off I am here to show up and show off Gonna watch it blow up in my goddamn face I got it, keep it in my pocket And when you talk shit, now that's celebrity gossip As of fucking lockdown, I'm already locked in And nobody starts back up until I walk in Maybe one day, you might get to sound right But you'll never sound like me Waiting for these guys to realise Even when they fucking bite Yeah, I'm always gonna be the first to eat ♪ Yeah, I'm pulling all my hair out Open up my big mouth All my friends might hate me But I don't have time to think about it Got a lot of messed up Thoughts, I just repress 'em Then I get so stressed out Stressed out Yeah, I'm pulling all my hair out Open up my big mouth All my friends might hate me But I don't have time to think about it Got a lot of messed up Thoughts, I just repress 'em Then I get so stressed out Thinking about ever tryna live without the feeling that I get At the bottom of the pit 'Cause I'm losing every day but I think I'm gonna win Sitting down here on my own Why would anyone butt in? I'll just do it on my own 'cause he didnt really get it