Spent the winter pretendin' I'm okay And I love a sinner 'cause they look the other way But I been goin' under, pretendin' that I'm okay I'm a girl of thunder, wishin' all the world away like Wine with dinner, I talk but I don't say How I been feelin' How I been feelin' about (hey!) All of these feelings Or do you want me now? How I been feelin' Pretendin' I'm dealin' without (hey!) But I ain't feelin' Or do you want me out? (Ha!) Was it easy decidin' you're not mine? Do you feel me? Do I ever cross your mind? And I hate that you affect the way I feel at all I don't deserve to find my footing just to fall, and Wine with dinner, I talk but I don't say How I been feelin' How I been feelin' about (hey!) All of these feelings Or do you want me now? How I been feelin' Pretendin' I'm dealin' without (hey!) But I ain't feelin' Or do you want me out? (Ha!) Now, voice, I don't need you to crack No tellin' what you might say that I can't take back And I don't think I can open up the door I'm afraid to give a voice to what I'm wanting for So I don't, or I can't, or I won't But it's like I'm goin' crazy thinkin' about, mmm How I been feelin' How I been feelin' about (hey!) All of these feelings Or do you want me now? How I been feelin' Pretendin' I'm dealin' without (hey!) But I ain't feelin' Or do you want me out? (Ha!)