I thought I could be a man I wanted to hold your hand I look at myself today I threw everything away I never meant to make you cry Without you I might die I wish I could make you happy I wish I could make you happy I wish I could make you happy I wish I could make you love me I feel like I'm out of control With poison in my soul With poison in my soul I thought I could be a man I wanted to hold your hand I look at myself today I threw everything away I never meant to make you cry Without you I might die I wish I could make you happy I wish I could make you happy I wish I could make you happy I wish I could make you love me I feel like I'm out of control With poison in my soul With poison in my soul