There is nothing left for me to live for
You know what I mean
I bite my tongue it's all a lie
Don't wanna fucking be alive
I wanna fall out of the sky
Probably won't even say goodbye
I'll drink myself to fucking death
Or maybe swallow all the rest
Of these pills, take these pills
Just so I can fucking feel alive
Asking why
What's the point of even opening my eyes
Every day, all the same
Why the fuck was I born this way
All the same, every day
It's like this every fucking day
I'm using just to numb the pain
I want these thoughts to go away
Gory thoughts, it's gross
Haunted by ghosts
I always do the fucking most
I'm so dramatic, TV static
I can't hear you, I'm alone
I say the same thing
Do the same thing
Drink the same thing every day
This shit is stupid, brain polluted
Won't these thoughts just go away
It's empty in this heart of mine
It's full of dust, I cannot cry
My soul just died, my brain is fried
My body's running out of time
I'm not someone to idolize
This life isn't a fucking prize
It's dark in here, there's buzzing flies
I think I'm running out of time
I think I'm running out of time
I'm screaming, can you hear my cries
My heart is beating so off beat
Still pumping blood, I don't know why
Every day I'm so defeated
Gouge my eyes out, watch me bleeding
Get me out my fucking head
I know I'm gonna wind up dead
I bite my tongue it's all a lie
Don't wanna fucking be alive
I wanna fall out of the sky
Probably won't even say goodbye
I'll drink myself to fucking death
Or maybe swallow all the rest
Of these pills, take these pills
Just so I can fucking feel alive
Asking why
What's the point of even opening my eyes
Every day, all the same
Why the fuck was I born this way
All the same, every day
It's like this every fucking day
I'm using just to numb the pain
I want these thoughts to go away
I want these thoughts to go away
I want these thoughts to go away
I want these thoughts to go away
I want these thoughts to go away
It's empty in this heart of mine
It's full of dust, I cannot cry
My soul just died, my brain is fried
My body's running out of time
I'm not someone to idolize
This life isn't a fucking prize
It's dark in here, there's buzzing flies
I think I'm running out of time