Open my eyes and you're gone Picture that Big empty room And I'm so sad But what's it matter Nothing ever seems to matter To you To you To you To you Oh What are we waiting for I'm sure we're all just bored I think you hate me Just the way I hate me I can tell by simple tones My mom is just like me Maybe I got it from her My dad's a narcissist The least of my concerns I am a paranoid freak I get upset about any and everything Please lock the door or else I won't sleep And I'm not joking When I'm explaining how I saw a man I swear he's there He's gonna kill us Been planning it for weeks Every night Before I sleep I take pills But not the kind I used to eat These ones are supposed to fix me What are we waiting for I'm sure we're all just bored I think you hate me Just the way I hate me I can tell by simple tones My mom is just like me Maybe I got it from her My dad's a narcissist The least of my concerns I'm not worried about it anymore I'll just block all the numbers In my phone Pretend I'm the last person on earth And when I'm gone It'll hurt them less I'm sure Cause the longer I go silent The less I seem to be worth I've been praying for a moment No I don't even believe But I wonder If I thought hard enough Maybe would things change for me Or if I was born Without these things Clouding me Where would I be Would they be happy Would I Don't have a belief in me