I can't stand the thought Of going outside And I won't open the blinds I like to keep it dark inside No one can find me This feelings eating me alive The rotten pieces grow inside Black and blue And moldy fruit Reflections lie to me and you The mirror doesn't show the truth Reflections lie to me and you The mirror doesn't hold the truth The truth I can't feel my face Can't tell if my hearts racing If i just sit in place Maybe time will stop turning Cursed bites I'm numb to this Everything here is poisonous Don't think I wanna stay I'm ankles deep in the abyss I'm not thinking I'm not feeling I'm not eating I'm not sleeping I don't wanna end up back where I was at before But it's so hard Because it feels like every breath I take is a chore I don't wanna go back I don't wanna go back I don't wanna go back where I was before Cause every breath is a chore I can't feel my face Can't tell if my hearts racing If i just sit in place Maybe time will stop turning Cursed bites I'm numb to this Everything here is poisonous Don't think I wanna stay I'm ankles deep in the abyss I'm ankles deep in the abyss I'm ankles deep in the abyss I'm ankles deep in the abyss Abyss