The pain, it got so much to take
So I'm packing my feelings away
My heart, it just can't take the weight
Suppressed 'til I don't feel a thing
I broke down in my car today
For the seventh time this week, it's only Wednesday
There's 17 bucks in my bank
I'm scared 'cause I got bills to pay
My mother, she keeps calling me
She's asking if I'm suffering
But I just keep faking okay
My dad, he knows me best
I know he sees that I'm a mess
He just keeps on encouraging me
This life is beautiful
It's messed up but beautiful
And I feel alone
But I know that home is holding me
And this world is broken
And hope feels foreign
Sometimes I feel alone
But I know that home is holding me
I never expected all this
The hurt that was bound to come
But the pain got too heavy to lift
So to cope with it all I just numb
And my only escape is my thoughts
Of a home that I'm missing so much
It feels like I'm floating around
But my anchor is still touching the ground
This life is beautiful
It's messed up, but beautiful
And I feel alone
But I know that home is holding me
And this world is broken
And hope feels foreign
Sometimes I feel alone
But I know that home is holding me
Hold me close
I don't know where I'd be without you
Hold me close
I don't know where I'd be without you
Hold me close (Hold me)
I don't know where I'd be without you
(Hold me, I don't know where I'd be without you)
Hold me close (Hold me)
I don't where I'd be without you (I
Do everything I can be without you)
This life is beautiful
It's messed up but beautiful
And I feel alone
But I know that home is holding me
And this world is broken
And hope feels foreign
Sometimes I feel alone
But I know that home is holding me
This life is beautiful
It's messed up but beautiful
And I feel alone
But I know that home is holding me
This world is broken
And hope feels foreign
Sometimes I feel alone
But I know that home is holding me