That clock on the wall
Is mocking me cuz
Im restless
It 3am
Im overthinking again
Feelin helpless
Im sinkin in quicksand
But they dont understand
Why my heavy eyes won't close
Wish I could rest my mind
Wish I could close my eyes
Wish I could stop my wheels from spinning
I'm here wide awake
Lookin in the mirror tryna shake
This damn cold feelin that
Flies my mind miles away
I'm here everyday
Tryna derail this freight train
This heart beatin feelin that
Keeps my eyes from seein straight
These flooding notions
Overflowing the oceans
Of my mind
Im struttin im goin
Lockin and loadin
Flyin blind
Crashin down
Is not my sound
Im losin side of my identity
Its drink or drown
Throw another one down
To poison my minds enemies
I'm here wide awake
Lookin in the mirror tryna shake
This damn cold feelin that
Flies my mind miles away
I'm here everyday
Tryna derail this freight train
This heart beatin feelin that
Keeps my eyes from seein straight
Seein straight
Oh, im overdrinkin and thinkin
Underlivin and wishin
I could i find somewhere to rest my mind
Now im fighting surviving
All the tears i ain crying
Tellin myself all of these lies
I'm here wide awake
Lookin in the mirror tryna shake
This damn cold feelin that
Flies my mind miles away
I'm here everyday
Tryna derail this freight train
This heart beatin feelin that
Keeps my eyes from seein straight
I'm here wide awake
Lookin in the mirror tryna shake
This damn cold feelin that
Flies my mind miles away
I'm here everyday
Tryna derail this freight train
This heart beatin feelin that keeps my eyes
From seein straight