Well, I'm callin' you 'cause you deserve to know You were not the reason that I had to go Late at night in these hotel rooms I think of all I've lost and what I've put you through If I knew the reason I would tell you Why somehow the feelin' slipped away I only did what I had to do Not 'cause I wanted to I've got a guilty heart and a troubled mind No matter where I go, they're never far behind I'd like to think that you've forgiven me But forgiveness ain't enough to wash my conscience clean And if I knew the reason I would tell you Why somehow the feelin' slipped away I only did what I had to do Not 'cause I wanted to I only did what I had to do Not 'cause I wanted to