Noooo! Okay! Okay... Never again! Motherfucker I can never go back If you think it's okay, you can kid yourself You can drink your own blood, I'll never kill myself This is the shit I said I always fucking dreamed about But I know it's something different 'cause it's something else I'm underwater Floating over What I am Black and white high-contrast manic Where'd I put my soul in all this static? So fucked up but honestly I've never felt more alive Rotting flesh, I float above it How did I ever become this? Damaged, glowing, dying, soulless Monster in a dream that's fading fast It's electromagnetic noise Or it's the just smoke from the sky And it burns in my eyes And it's so hot that I'm barely alive I feel reality bend 'Cause I can't catch my breath It's fucked up, it's been days since I slept... Yeah! Black and white high-contrast manic (I'm underwater) Where'd I put my soul in all this static? I'm so fucked up but honestly (I'm sinking fast) I've never felt more alive Rotting flesh, I float above it (being dissected) How did I ever become this? (I'm in heaven) Damaged, glowing, dying, soulless (seeing Hell) Monster in a dream that's fading fast (through stained glass) I tried so hard to kill the past