I used to take the bus to the ocean To the spot you said to meet I walked past everyone i didn't want to see And with the sun at its departure And your body close to me Every word was spoken nervously I know you never really liked people I didn't mean to make that worse I'd give everything i am for who you were I've got a cross buried in my mind Swaying with the morning breeze Crucify my baby as i sleep And i know that time is against But we really need to speak Because i'm so sick of waking Halfway through an apology I'm sorry for the letter I didn't expect you to respond I guess that's what it's like when you're gone Now i'm dying for a friday One where i actually leave I still know the roads that take me to your street