It's turning on the tv, when we were fourteen You said "my mom's asleep, we won't get caught, do you wanna watch?" And i could hear the traffic, that i know you're ignoring But i let it in to my life to thicken the air i breathe It was at the bus stop that a woman cried And i could tell she was different, by the look in her eyes And i don't know what she said, but i felt what she meant in her honesty And i went to your house that night and i told u about The womans eyes and the words in her mouth And how i wouldn't mind to give her advice some day But i'm a cowardly lion. I'll leave quietly If that means a better chance to commemorate what we had When you were happy. This isn't a love song, no, not in the least I just miss you watchin' my tv when i'm writing So i can hear you laughing Swear to god i still hear you when i close my eyes And you tell me "i'm not gonna die" Like you used to, before i did this You're the sunlight that i wished would leave I'm the raincloud i don't wanna be because the more you're gone The more i grow pale, i grow pale You're the sunlight that i wished would leave I'm the raincloud i don't wanna be because the more you're gone The more i grow pale, i grow pale