I heard your footsteps on my wooden floor It was on that bed that we ignored the TV we used for light Your fingertips were so secure When you spoke, I felt your words burning through my chest 'Cause happiness is close I can feel it in my bones Like inhaling the morning winter coast I'm not alone, I'm not alone I'm not alone, I'm not alone I'm not alone, I'm not alone 'Cause I can feel you breathe When your chest and my chest meet In a pattern like the waves on the beach ♪ Let's be honest I don't know how not to think about these things that keep me up It's just I've been so frightened by these awful thoughts I'm afraid my body's had enough And my chest caves in, and my heart gives up But I feel it now And it's stronger than it's ever been before But I know that it's okay 'Cause you came with me to the doctor And I looked him in the eyes And said, "I don't need your pills to survive" All I need's this girl beside me These words I feel inside me And I cry to you so quietly I said, "I'm scared but is this likely That I'm dying without fighting That my children will despise me 'Cause their father was a pansie With a fragile shaking body And a mind that can't stop thinking?" And these eyes, they can't stop crying But I'll be fine as long as nothing Ever stops this heart from loving you Loving you