Songbirds at sunrise
And I'll complain about the noise
My patio's a little large
For me to enjoy
What am I doing
I got so much to fix myself
I can't keep living my life
Knowing I bring you down
Down in the dumps
Standing out in a crowd
Should we say it out loud
That the P-A-S-T past so heavy
And the void of letting go
Makes a C-L-O-U-D around me
When I think of what you know
The whole damn thing is enlightening
And maybe I can't do anything right
If I'm dead do you really say goodbye?
Say goodbye
What am I doing
I'll love the sun and all it shines on
Wake at dawn or at least try
Forget I'm feeling like
A pile of dirt
Standing out in a crowd
Should I say it out loud
That the P-A-S-T past so heavy
And the void of letting go
Makes a C-L-O-U-D around me
When I think of what you know
The whole damn thing is enlightening
And maybe I can't do anything right
If I'm dead to you, really guess it's time
To say goodbye
It's not the strength I need to keep going
It's not the sense of growing apart, just keep it growing
But the end it's finally here, after a long start
And the wind that's been nipping at my heels
Yeah, The horizon is far, but it makes my heart say
"Yeah, man, I drove, but I still don't know much about how you feel
If you knew I was hurt, felt sort of worthless, you kept an even keel
The one time you cried burned in my mind
Dancing in the kitchen and time-warp rides
My whole world's pretend
And you don't even bend
To save us again"