You tell me That you see The real me But that can't be Cause I've tried My whole life And he's still not there So show me where you're looking, please You tell me that I can't be anyone else But I can't be myself You tell me that you don't want anyone else But I don't want your help The world's small And I'm small And you're small But you don't feel small So how can I trust you When you feel so big But you're no bigger than me You tell me that you don't need anyone else But I can't give you help You tell me that you won't go anywhere else So I'll go there myself Because I was fine before you tried to make me better No, I wasn't happy but at least I didn't think I had to change Now sometimes I wish you'd disappear so I could have some peace and quiet But you can't cause now that you are here I won't let you away You tell me that I can't be anyone else You tell me that I can't be anyone else So help me be myself Because I really don't want anyone else No I don't want anyone else Ny name is Contrabassoon, I was born in the hills of Denver I have never been properly schooled, but I have taught myself by reading an infinite amount of books What do I mean by an infinite amount of books? I mean if you tried to count them you couldn't even know where to begin Think of a subject, any subject, I've read everything I'm a self taught surgeon Self taught mathematician Self published poet Self managed musician I'm a self taught chef And an autoerotic asphyxiator