I used to be a hedonist Until I started sleeping And you can't be debaucherous With something so appealing I was drowning in desire And though the door was closed on happiness I'll still pretend to knock my head Against the stars beneath me Don't let the people see me I'm a fabricated hedonist My taste for torture waned And now I like it plain The universe revealed And I don't know what it means I was drowning in desire And though the door was closed on happiness I'll still pretend to knock my head Against the stars beneath me Don't let the people see me I'm a fabricated hedonist And now the stars beneath me Are the good old days behind me I'm fabricated hedonist