Nobody smiles through a beating Shakes off the blood and keeps playing So what am I doing here, what am I Smoky breath rise to the ceiling Water stained wall paper peeling And I am high in my mind Where am I, where am I We choke our insides in And wish the outs away We choke our insides in And hold a pretty face Nobody is glad to be kneeling Scrubbing the walls For diseases and I am right In my mind, I am right Bracing for tumors or seizures Feeding the toilet my treatment Where am I, where am I We choke our insides in And wish the outs away We choke our insides in And hold a pretty face