I always wanted to be 100
And live forever wild and free
And I've been hopeful to be known for
Sailing o'er the seven seas
Always passing through, never tied to you
So no one knows how much I bleed
And I've been guarded and not broken hearted
And it's ever slowly killing me
I thought I once was a thing to be proud of
I thought I'd made it finally
But I was underwater and sinking farther
And wondering where I was supposed to be
I was running faster straight for disaster
Begging you to come along with me
And I've been reckless and so damn neglected
I'd understand if you'd like to leave
And when it's over and I can go home
And I can finally have peace
Take my tombstone and carve out this note
Make it plain so all can see
I thought I wanted to be 100
And live forever wild and free
Turns out the cost was more than just love
It was every inch of me