I wanted to acknowledge That there isn't a lot of space for grief around here But I wanted to let you know that for me When I let the breaking into my voice And into my work and into my heart When I let my grief take up all the space of a Thousand oceans that were washing over me every Day I have to say I felt joy, I felt joy oh boy, I felt unexpected unusual surprising waves of joy I'm telling you, joy came, joy came, not after the grief but with it In the same hand, in the same palm, My grief and my joy sisters together Living together, Joy and grief singing the same song Inside of my broken open heart and voice and I Gotta say if ever you want to, If ever you want to, if ever you want to If ever you want to, if ever you want to, if ever you want to If ever you want to, if ever you want to, if ever you want to I recommend a good, I recommend a good long, breaking If you wanna have a good time