Dear Joan I've almost forgotten The pain in the window Blue dress in the doorway Dear Joan Help me remember The face I forget And the traps that I've sprung Guess I've grown tired It's just whats expected of me To tear your heart from The inside to the outside You know I was lying I just couldn't help it The hundred thousand times I hurt you Dear Joan I wanted to say That I'm sorry for the screaming last night And the nights before Well, I wanted more from this Then anything I've ever known Dear Joan Dear Joan Your face has a brightness That I've never seen In the years that I've known you Dear Joan I pick up the pieces But some scattered too far See, they flew when I kicked them I know you believe When I said it was over You stood by me, patiently Waiting and brooding So deeply in love With every face that I've shown Dear Joan I wanted to say That I'm sorry for the screaming last night And the nights before Well, I wanted more from this Then anything I've ever known Once I forget Twice I'm a fool Three times I wrap, my hands around your nec... k While you're sleeping You're quietly sleeping Sleeping and dreaming Dear Joan Don't walk out the doorway Cause if you did I believe, I could honestly kill you Dear Joan I wanted to say That I'm sorry for the screaming last night And the nights before Well, I wanted more from this Then anything I've ever known Dear Joan I wanted to say That I'm sorry for the screaming last night And the nights before Well, I wanted more from this Then anything I've ever known Dear Joan