Who can I blame? Cause all this time I've just been paranoid Nothin' but shame Now I'm just a girl that you avoid I'm feelin' like I'm kinda woozy And I might just pull the trigger I instigate but I'm the loser And I just end up winning I can't love you I'm deranged, I'm afraid of what I'll do I feel strange, I confess to my obsessions I admit, I confess to my intentions I think I'm sick What can I say? Never claimed that I had self control If I could change I'd be the girl that you want for your own I'm feelin' like I'm kinda woozy And I might just pull the trigger I instigate but I'm the loser And I just end up winning And I might just pull the trigger