Every night before I lay me down I feel that peace in those sultry sounds Somewhere between the dancing orange and red My deepest thoughts stir inside my head Getting lost in tomorrow and yesterday Staring into the flame Should I stay, should I go Should I run, should I hold on and fight For what's right even though it may cost my life For so long my name's sake Have leaned on the One who saves And I contemplate these things Staring into the flame I close my eyes and see my family And I weigh it all against the promises I keep And any fear is buried by this love inside But I can't say I'm not concerned, 'cause that would be a lie Should I stay, should I go Should I run, should I hold on and fight For what's right even though it may cost my life For so long my name's sake Have leaned on the One who saves And I contemplate these things Staring into the flame I am Samson, I am David, I am Abraham I am Esther, I am Joshua, I am Gideon I am the Maccabees I was bound, I am free What has been, what will be I am you, I am me Should I stay, should I go Should I run, should I hold on and fight For what's right even though it may cost my life For so long my name's sake Have leaned on the One who saves And I contemplate these things Staring into the flame Will my children's children be Free like I want them to be If I don't contemplate these things Staring into the flame Oh, staring into the flame