The more I get to know myself The less I understand myself I don't know how to let go Of all this weight I put on me Of who I am or where I'll be Once I learn to let go Always set my sights on Diamonds in the future Remember when you wanted what you got right now When I close my eyes And I'm all alone with my mind I get scared I'm unprepared And will be for the rest of my life But I've made it this far Yeah, I made it this far All my mom wanted was A house of kids, then we grew up Now she don't know where she fits So if I have the same fears Waiting there in 30 years Why don't I just live like I've already made it I'm not what I'm chasin' Like I don't need nothing more than what I got right now When I close my eyes And I'm all alone with my mind I get scared I'm unprepared And will be for the rest of my life But I've made it this far Yeah, I made it this far Halfway to fallin' apart But I've made it this far ♪ Don't trade the best for something better Please don't forget, no one's here forever We're not here forever When I close my eyes And I'm all alone with my mind I get scared I'm unprepared And will be for the rest of my life But I've made it this far Yeah, I made it this far Half way to fallin' apart But I've made it this far