I can't even say when it began That i have met the great sadness And why it did never leave Declared my heart ain't mine alone So i forgot where i belong As if i ever knew Ain't there any way to get ahead I don't know all the ways out Tell me, tell me And even know, i can't bail out The doubts did steal all the chances I am an ocean Of flaws and needs i cannot name All the heartache is here Save me, save me The struggle for life is fought inside It's not about wrong or right When you can't take sides And the colours all faded to grey You feel this is everlasting Again an again It took a while to understand I get up and will tumble again This might be a part of what i am But there's a chance in this spiral i'm in When i tumble i will get up again When i'm able to strengthen my steps I might break the habit which accepts That this is everything i am This ain't everything i am All the flaws and need i cannot name And the heartache is here Save me, save me Even not now, i will bail out The doubts might steal All the chances I am an ocean