Thru my teeth Feels like i lie when i speak I say what i mean but i dont know what i mean I wanna do the right thing I overthink when i think Push myself to the brink Push through another week Replace meals with nothing I stare at the ceiling, i focus on breathing Im drama queening On my hands and knees, man i dropped all my feelings Been considering leaving I've lost all my meaning I love you I never want to hurt you If i disappoint you leave me if you have to Im trouble and im dumb too Can't relax n talk smooth Can't settle around you Numb is what i must do Numb is how i get through Never want to hurt you If i disappoint you leave me if you have to Im trouble and im dumb too Can't relax and talk smooth Can't settle around you Numb is what i must do Numb is how i get through Rolled myself into pain with my own two hands You're not a game i'll cheat out of our plans If i call you're my friend, but i forced what i said There's a pit in my stomach when i show up again Replace me with someone I don't think i'll last long Each day is a problem Each song is my last one I've been feeling so rotten like you left me here sitting Been considering leaving I've lost all my meaning I love you I always seem to hurt you When i disappoint you leave me if you want to I'm trouble and im dumb too Can't relax and talk smooth Can't settle around you Numb is what i must do Numb is how i get through Never want to hurt you If i disappoint you leave me if you have to Im trouble and im dumb too Can't relax and talk smooth Can't settle around you Numb is what i must do Numb is how i get through