I guess how I felt didn't matter
As long as your point of view came through
You said what I feel can't be real
And what do I know
My confidence kept crumbling
Integrity seemed lost
You made me distrust my instincts
And idea of good & bad
What do I know bout my feelings
How do I know what I want
I'm way too good at believing
That it's always all my fault
You were so close to breaking me
I almost believed every word
But gaslight isn't real
Isn't real
Isn't real light
You made it clear, that what matters
Is your reputation, cause that won't look good
You made me the bad guy
Cause now someone will have to fill in
You said that you can't help me
If explaining it won't do
It felt more like excuses, reasons
Why it's me not you
What do I know bout my feelings
How do I know what I want
I'm way too good at believing
That it's always all my fault
You were so close to breaking me
I almost believed every word
But gaslight isn't real
Isn't real
Isn't real light
I know there are always two sides
To a story, to this story
At some point I just stopped telling mine
You know I was overpowered
By the words coming at me from front, left & right
All I felt as I left was relief
What do I know bout my feelings
How do I know what I want
I'm way too good at believing
That it's always all my fault
You were this close to breaking me
I almost believed every word
But gaslight isn't real
Isn't real
Isn't real light