As if I couldn't see through my eyes
Your actions are twisted, you're unrealistic
As if I would not realize
The damage you do to all around you
As if you would think I am blind
There's no evidence for your grievance
And you say you are paralyzed
You cannot see what I see
The victim never spots its vice
You'll never realize
You'll never confess
You'll never understand
You'd never understand how I feel
Everything that I used to know
Was related to nothing
When the surface breaks
You'll tear my inside out
Some say
Eyes never lie
But the light they see
Is their vanity
As if I couldn't see through my eyes
Your actions are twisted, you're unrealistic
As if I would not realize
The damage you do to all around you
As if I couldn't see through my eyes
Your actions are twisted, you're unrealistic
As if I would not realize
The damage you do to all around you
All you do is torturing me
Playing hide and seek with my personality
Death was never what I feared
But you left your scars before you disappeared
I refuse
To take control
I refuse
To start all over again
I am sick
Of looking for shelter
My hesitation is the result of the pressure in my veins
I'm so sick
Of being locked in this chamber
My tunnel vision just lets me guess what I miss
So fucking sick
Why am I doing this?
It's time to pick the pieces you left me feel deceived with
Nothing at all but the questions I had
Why did you leave me out of sight?
Sick
And you don't even know why
You promised me the world
Now you left my side
As long as you feel good you don't realize
Everything disappears from time to time
You never cared 'bout the reason just what it affects
Your pathetic behavior doesn't let me rest
Your sadistic desire makes me lose my mind
This time I won't be kind
This time I won't be kind
This time I won't be kind
This time I won't be kind
This time I won't be kind