Violet clothes covered with a cloud of smoke Led to me another home That I didn't know They saw me leaving with my hands cut free I never thought that they could see What I didn't know So conceited, so defeated I've been dealing with my demons I don't mean it, I don't mean it I've been lost without your reason But I don't know how to say I really want a Heartbeat I really want a heartbeat Oh oh I really want a heartbeat I really want a heartbeat Save yourself I really should control myself I think I might disown myself Oh yes, I would now So conceited, so defeated I've been lost without your reason I don't mean it, I don't mean it I could scream it through the trees But I should go and find a way But I don't know how to say I really want a heartbeat I really want a heartbeat Ooh whoa oh I really want a heartbeat I really want a heartbeat I really want a heartbeat And you get some comfort in the darkness I really want a heartbeat It's okay, I don't mind, you cannot even try in the end I really want a heartbeat And you get some comfort in the darkness I really want a heartbeat It's okay, I don't mind, you cannot even try in the end