Yea I'm talking to God everyday tryna find my way out And I got all this pain to explain don't know what to do now And I'm tryna find the words to describe how it felt When I looked into your eyes Never knew it'd be the last time now I look around everybody momma crying Way too many people dying on me It's getting kind of lonely I been reaching for the top but you know that ain't far from me All my homies up above me I know they been watching on me Keeping all my angels round cause they the only ones who love me Everybody saying sorry I ain't talking to nobody Praying for some better days I just wonder when they coming Trying not to think about it It's been hard to speak about it I just want to feel your love one more time It just don't feel real to say goodbye So fly away I know you in a better place Your pain done gone away But why you have to leave me I ain't doing okay Yea I'm talking to God everyday tryna find my way out And I got all this pain to explain don't know what to do now And I'm tryna find the words to describe how it felt When I looked into your eyes Never knew it'd be the last time now I look around everybody momma crying