Tryna fill the void in my heart with the drugs
Running out of love but I can't give up
How many times could I give my trust?
Uh, uh
Nowadays I been feeling like I'm not enough
Running through my thoughts, overthinking too much
Tryna find a way out but I'm stuck
I can't breathe, I can't think
The devil on my shoulder always got ahold of me
I keep praying up to God hoping that he set me free
I just wanna feel alive and get everything I need
I got way too many people telling me who I should be
Getting used to it but feeling like they wanna see me bleed
Ain't nobody ever hold it down but claim they on my team
But when it all goes down they all leave
I been feeling so lost
I can't stay sooner
Baby all I know is pour up
I don't wanna need more drugs
And I never wanna grow up, I just wanna stay young
Yea I've always been a loner
Never known where to go ya (uh, huh)
Tryna fill the void in my heart with the drugs
Running out of love but I can't give up
How many times could I give my trust?
Uh, uh
Nowadays I been feeling like I'm not enough
Running through my thoughts, overthinking too much
Tryna find a way out but I'm stuck
Warfare in my head, dealing with this pain inside my chest
Nowadays I don't got too many friends left
Can't let fake energy get up in my vicinity
And I'm made too real when I die, they'll remember me
Cutting everybody off I don't got no more sympathy
What's the point of really talkin? I don't got no one listening
Never knew the right way I should love
Living in a nightmare can't wake up
How many times could I fill my cup? (Uh, uh)
Tryna fill the void in my heart with the drugs
Running outta love but I can't give up
How many times could I give my trust?
Uh, uh
Nowadays I been feeling like I'm not enough
Running through my thoughts, overthinking too much
Trying to find a way out but I'm stuck