Sometimes it's hard to decide
I think I'm in to deep
Got a lot on my mind
Noone was here for me
So I don't know who to trust
When everybody turned there back on me
Every move that I make I had to make carefully, Don't go
Everybody wanna play some games
I don't
Trynna make sure they remember my name
I can't believe they made me feel like I was insane
Did a lot of things I don't know if I can take all blame for
I did
I made it out the gutters I was born in the projects
Nobody understands the pain I go thru I'm toxic
They tried to hold me down like I'm inside of a mosh pit
But they can't hold me down like I was a trending topic
I did a lot of things nobody understands the things i do
I'm trynna make some money some profit
So I can make my family proud some money and a bigger house so how you gonna tell me to stop
If you with me promise ima bring you straight to the top
They always told me the higher I go the bigger the drop
Cause everybody turned there backs so are you with me or not
I made a promise ima make sure you got room in the spot
If you with me promise ima bring you straight to the top
They always told me the higher I go the bigger the drop
Cause everybody turned there backs so are you with me or not
I made a promise ima make sure you got room in the spot
Sometimes it's hard to decide
I think I'm in to deep
Got a lot on my mind
Noone was here for me
So I don't know who to trust
When everybody turned there back on me
Every move that I make I had to make carefully, Don't go
Everybody wanna play some games
I don't
Trynna make sure they remember my name
I can't believe they made me feel like I was insane
Did a lot of things I don't know if I can take all blame for
Driving down the high road
Money coming it's going everywhere that I go
If you with me you better make sure that you follow
Independent I never needed nobody telling me what to do with my money I'm smoking on gelato
Jumping off of the porch and everybody follow
Always told you what money brings so what's the problem
Everybody I'm fucking with getting money we breaking bread with each other we never cared about a dollar
All the things I do for my mother and my father
Wanna see a smile on they face and make them proud of me
I know they hardly see
I know I wasn't there that's my apology
Don't go
I needed time a little privacy
I know
That it was hard but now you have some peace
I cannot wait until I make them proud of me
I did a lot of things I know they won't believe I did
Sometimes it's hard to decide
I think I'm in to deep
Got a lot on my mind
No one was here for me
So I don't know who to trust
When everybody turned there back on me
Every move that I make I had to make carefully, Don't go
Everybody wanna play some games
I don't
Trynna make sure they remember my name
I can't believe they made me feel like I was insane
Did a lot of things I don't know if I can take all blame for
I did
I made it out the gutters I was born in the projects
Nobody understands the pain I go thru I'm toxic
They tried to hold me down like I'm inside of a mosh pit
But they can't hold me down like I was a trending topic
I did a lot of things nobody understands the things i do
I'm trynna make some money some profit
So I can make my family proud some money and a bigger house so how you gonna tell me to stop