It wasn't easy for me to talk about how I feel Cause me talking about how I feel is what makes it real Hard to explain the pain I feel deep inside I try to hide the pain from being criticized By the ones that I love Cause I don't wanna be judged I just wanna be loved I need some time and some space put a smile on my face Everybody got they hand out with no food on they plate When you Look me in my eyes can you see the pain Rain falling from the sky Doing 95 on the highway Pray I make it out alive Driving sideways all across 85 on a Friday No pain no gain was the motto Living everyday like there wasn't no tomorrow Never will I give up ima leader I don't follow You don't know my pain if you wasn't at the bottom with me I'm overdosing on emotions you don't know the pain You don't know the shit I seen and what I overcame I came along way from the bottom I ain't never change I made a promise to myself ima stay the same I came along way from the bottom I ain't never change I made a promise to myself ima stay the same It wasn't easy for me to talk about how I feel Cause me talking about how I feel is what makes it real Hard to explain the pain I feel deep inside I try to hide the pain from being criticized By the ones that I love Cause I don't wanna be judged I just wanna be loved I need some time and some space put a smile on my face Everybody got they hand out with no food on they plate It wasn't easy for me to talk about how I feel Cause me talking about how I feel is what makes it real Hard to explain the pain I feel deep inside I try to hide the pain from being criticized By the ones that I love Cause I don't wanna be judged I just wanna be loved I need some time and some space put a smile on my face Everybody got they hand out with no food on they plate