"I'm calm" you scream Mark that moment on my sleeve I've got some bruises to share Hy head is banging My eyes they're stinging I've got some bruises to share "I'm calm" you scream My hands won't stop shaking I've got some bruises to share Mattress up against the bedroom door Scared of feeling just nothing at all Cut my hair so I can watch it fall Mattress up against the bedroom door Bravery is being no one at all Cut my hair so I can watch it fall A birthday party for my old soul