Elder smell in the air I was with my family I shook the hands of whose there As they said they were sorry for me They said these words to me They said words to try and help They said "You will be alright" "You will be okay" I laugh and played it off My mind not coming to think Until the caps came off The bottles went down me like milk I'm standing with my tenth drink I'm struggling now to think I'm crying on the floor My mother she couldn't ignore She whispers words to me She tried to put me at ease She said " You will be okay" "You will be okay" In walks the beast Hopped in the bed with the deceased I'm alone I watch this unfold Might be young but my mind feels old I tried to cover my eyes But the horror I couldn't disguise I had no way to defend her So I say these words again "I will be okay" "I will be okay" "I will be okay" "I will be okay"