I'm faded, got my head spinning every day
I'm jaded, numbing the pain, tryna' find a way
I'm waiting, I just see faces in the rain
So baby, I cannot stay, gotta' run away
Baby come and ride with me
You took my soul away, it's like a robbery
Thinking 'bout tomorrow, but it's hard to see
The shadows in the dark became a part of me, yeah
View is going hazy, tryna' make it through
But I feel like I won't make it, 2022
And I know you think I'm crazy, well that's because of you
But I'm stuck in my own maze and I don't have a clue, ayy
Hands numb, all these fucking drugs they got me dead (dead)
Fighting day and night against my fucking head
And doesn't mattеr if I'm stacking all this fucking bread
Cuz if I'm gon' live like this I might as wеll be fucking dead, woah
Ashes on my face, I cannot escape, hold on
Feel like Gucci Mane when I'm putting gold on
Running my own race, but I'm far away, so long
Taking medicine, got me moving in slow-mo, yeah
Own my own and I be losing it
I been tryna' avoid the pain, but I be choosing it
I can't feel my face when I be boozing it
I can't feel my heart again cuz you be bruising it
Damn, I'm tryna' be more conscious
Girl, you always in my conscience
And sometimes love can be obnoxious
My soul is made of clay, gotta' be cautious, ayy
And I'm pouring all my heart out
Fuck it, I'mma smoke my fucking eyes out
Yeah, pour another till I black out
Missing all the times I used to blow your back out
And my eyes are melting
Smoking drugs, that shit ain't even helping
Burn inside my body, feel like kerosene
I feel like I'm dying, hard for me to care again
In my mind, in my heart, in my bed
Got you pointing a gun to my chest
Late at night things around me turning red
Dancing with the dead, I'm tryna' get some rest