I feel a challenge in my soul today Questioning things I believed in so firmly yesterday How can I have faith in myself and what I feel to be true When the next day I feel my heart and mind telling me something new I feel the twisting of my soul today Something is challenging my perceptions And what I'm going through is hard And I admit, right now I'm not O.K. So... Chorus: Right now, I am confused Right now, I don't exactly know what to choose This day feels so unlike the rest Right now, I am confused I feel a burden in my spirit today Feels like everything that I've ever trusted in Has been washed away I feel like I'm grappling for the truth Don't understand decisions that I made while in my youth In my mind I know I gotta live with what I've chosen But in my heart I struggle 'Cuz I can't live with a heart that's frozen Inside my heart and soul just want to fly Bridge: All my questions came to late I don't get a chance to reevaluate? Can not bear to live with choices I made Gonna make a change Feel a change in my soul today Gonna let the past fade away Won't be confused no more